This is all well and good, but I felt (and continue to feel...) that we are going to slip up, and we need to plan how we're going to call ourselves on that, because it's not easy. In advance, I came up with two ideas:
- A couple people should be designated to pay special attention to whether we're following our guidelines. Maybe we could call them "refs." There should be one or two "refs" for whole-class discussions, and maybe a "table ref" for each small group as well. The refs should not be the instructors.
- Because I sometimes find it hard to verbalize an objection in circumstances like this, I thought it might help if there could be a nonverbal signal, like a bell or a popper. I wound up making these very dorky little flags from some cheap dowels, polyester knit fabric, and binder clips:
I need a haircut. But I think the flags are way fun. In class, I gave every table one or two flags and explained what they were for, but I forgot about designating refs.
The video we watched was what I think of as the "nail video," in which two PET students create a white board showing their initial model of a magnetized nail. Out of respect to Valerie I'm not going to post the video here, but you can read about my analysis of that video on sciencegeekgirl, who liveblogged my AAPT presentation. Needless to say it's a video that I have thought about a lot. Nonetheless, the teachers gave me new insight. In talking about what metaphors the participants seemed to be using for energy, I had already thought about a "container metaphor" (energy is in objects, like water is in a cup) and an "activation metaphor" (in which energy "turns on" an object). The teachers raised two other ideas that were relatively new to me:
(1) An idea I almost want to call "actualization" or "fulfillment," where energy helps an object become what it is particularly meant to be: magnetizable things become magnets, stretchy things get stretched, lights turn on, movable things get moving. This might be a specialized kind of activation, in which an object is energized into fulfilling its particular destiny. The Creation of Adam picture, which I have used to illustrate "activation," might just as well be illustrating "fulfillment," since presumably what happens to Adam is special to Adam. I didn't have the Sistine Chapel image handy, so I drew it on the board... how'd I do?
(Stamatis said, "Oh, Rachel, the Vatican is calling," and I said, "What, they need their ceiling painted?" and it was seeming like a good time, but one of the teachers was turned off by the religious imagery. oh well.)
(2) An idea we referred to as the "Tea Flavor" metaphor, in which the energy is infused into an object the way tea flavor is infused into water, or peach flavor infused into vodka. This is different from the metaphor in which the energy is like water and the object is like a cup, because it captures the sense that energy can permeate solid objects and changes their quality without adding mass or volume. One teacher observed that this is very much how we think of charge, which the students in the video had previously mentioned as being related to their model for magnetism. Ooo! However, we noted that the students in the video very much like the word stored for describing the energy, and that you do not store tea flavor by making tea, whereas you do store water by putting it in a cup.
I enjoyed the conversation a lot and I made sure to tell them loudly that they had given me new insight, never mind that I had watched this episode probably 100 times, analyzed it, presented it at a national meeting, etc.
Meanwhile, the conversation management. Most of the conversation was appropriate and followed our guidelines. However I am sorry to say that even after all our negotiating and clarifying and flag distributing, there were a number of problems:
- The first thing anyone said about the video in the whole-class discussion was something like, "They're doing a misguided analysis that isn't going to get them anywhere." Judgment, insult, speculation, not grounded in the video, you name it.
- No one called that guy on what he said. I waited a few beats and then I had to stop it so I waved my flag, but I am very disappointed that it had to be me.
- Calling that guy out was not so simple. He didn't get why he was being challenged, so then I was in the position of in some sense striking him down, and some of me didn't want to be doing that. However, I also felt strongly that I had to show everyone else in the room that the kind of thing he was saying would not be tolerated, that they themselves would be protected from that when it was their turn. This was not easy for me.
- The next guy who spoke, who attempted to clarify what the first guy had said, was just as far off at first ("They're using a line of argument that has nothing to do with a magnetic model"), but when I kept saying "What observation are you making?" he eventually reduced his statement to: "They are talking about energy." It was really something to me, to see how when you stripped off all the insult and speculation, there was almost nothing left to what he had said.
- In the entire whole-class conversations, the above was the only flag-waving, i.e. nobody waved a flag but me.
I wonder if it might have been better if I had remembered to designate a ref. I hear there was some helpful flag-waving within the small groups. I wish I had left more time at the end of class for reflecting on our process.





I like the two new metaphors! I've definitely heard the actualization idea before, but I can't think of where. I don't think I've heard it explicitly discussed as a metaphor though. The other metaphor I kept thinking of in relation to the tea flavor idea was homeopathy: I don't know if it quite fits, but in homeopathy you add such a minute amount of something that there is supposedly no physical substance to it at all, just an essence that somehow has an effect.
ReplyDeleteRegarding the inappropriate comments at the end, I'm wondering if more Carl Rogers here would help (sorry, I'm smitten!). I'm about to be very blunt, and I hope it doesn't come across the wrong way. I was so impressed with what you did in the last session, and I'm wondering if you could take it even further. I don't think what you did here was bad, or that I would have done any better, but here are some thoughts about how to make it into an even more dreamy Rogerian class...
ReplyDeleteIn the last session, you really opened up and shared what was going on for you. This time, it doesn't sound like you did. This is understandable, since you were responding in the moment, rather than having a couple weeks to process, and since you weren't nearly as triggered so your reaction didn't seem as important. What I see from the outside is that you were deeply disappointed that the very first comments were criticisms and that no one else waived their flags. Why not tell them about your disappointment? Why not share with them that you didn't want to be in a position of striking that guy down but you did it because you cared so deeply about this issue? I'm not saying I would have done any of these things in your situation, but from the outside, it's easier to see.
And now to be even more blunt: Summing up their comments as "Judgment, insult, speculation, not grounded in the video, you name it" is pretty judgmental. Might be an interesting exercise to try to understand their perspective, and talk about what they're saying without judgment, and see what's left.
Okay, but I'm going to make a rule! Anytime you're going to tell anybody they're not being Rogerian enough you have to be at least as Rogerian as you are exhorting them to be. :) It's you and me so it's fine, but I did find your blunt comments hard to swallow and have been unsuccessful in swallowing them for a few days now. So, help me out: What was my perspective, such that I would say "judgment, insult, speculation," etc.? Can you empathize with me enough to help me get into my own experience? Because I agree, it sounds terrible, and I am having trouble thinking about it.
ReplyDeleteBack to the moment in the class: Yes, I was very disappointed - and actually, startled - to hear criticisms from the teachers, when we had just negotiated the terms of the conversation. More than that, though, I was confused and befuddled, because I had not anticipated how unpleasant it would be to feel myself in the position of criticizing one of the teachers, both because that's just socially unpleasant, and because it felt hypocritical.
The deal is that basically none of this was articulated. I couldn't tell them that I was disappointed because at the time, what I had to offer was a sort of a sputtering kind of "Gaah!" That's why I had invented the flags! - because I know that about myself, that I find it very hard to verbally articulate a process objection to a conversation in the moment. But I really did expect them to be able to spot the process problem, and to call it when they saw it. When they didn't, I was just totally unprepared. I guess I could have said, "I feel totally unprepared. I'm expecting you all to be waving flags right now and you're not doing it and now I feel like I have to but I don't want to. Help!"
Yeah, you're totally right, I was not very Rogerian in my comments. I recognized it at the time, but couldn't figure out how to be more Rogerian, so I figured I'd just throw it out that and see what happened. Sorry!
ReplyDeleteI can empathize a lot with the statement "judgment, insult, speculation,..." because it's something I would say. It's something we would say together and rant about. But it's not the kind of statement I would want to share with the person I was saying it about (even though I did say something similar to you). So... if I check in with myself about where that statement might be coming from, I would say it's coming from a place of deep concern and caring about respect for others' ideas. I (and you) care deeply about transforming education and creating an environment in which teachers/researchers can really hear what students/teachers/subjects are saying and see them as unique individuals and learn from their ideas and respond to what's really going on for them rather than our judgments of them. You were frustrated and disappointed by what you saw them doing because it is inconsistent with your ideals for education and the ideals that they themselves expressed earlier in the session. And that's something you *could* share with them. Does that help?
Also, I don't think that Rogers is saying that you need to be totally articulate about your emotions and have it all reasoned out and be able to explain it. He's saying to be present and honest about what's coming up for you in this moment. If all that's coming up for you in the moment is "Gaah! I'm overwhelmed!" that's still something worth sharing.
It's serendipitous that you introduced me to Carl Rogers at this particular time in my life, because what he is saying closely mirrors practices that my husband and I have been trying to improve our relationship, which have been pretty transformational. Here's what I have found in the last few weeks of trying to put this stuff into practice with my husband: First, it's amazing how much it opens up if I can communicate what's going on for me in the moment, even if it's something completely inarticulate like, "Gaah! I'm overwhelmed!" Second, the more I practice it, the more articulate I become, so that eventually there's a lot more to it than that. But the only way to become more articulate is to practice it, even when I'm totally flooded and unable to form a coherent thought.
How's that for sharing about my personal experience? :)